As far as producing a daily tangible "thing" as I did in the begining of the year, May was when I reached the breaking point. I knew I was headed for trouble already in April when I functioned for only half of the month. At that point I decided to accept it and declare that May was going to be about "Blogging and Business."
I sat down with my creative planner/calendar and made some lists. Then I went back and prioritized those lists and tackled the top goals. Although I didn't get even close to getting everything done, I did get started and everybody knows that sometimes you simply have to start somewhere.
Out with the old, in with the new! The big accomplishments I made were designing a new blog banner as well as spending a half a day in the Mac store in attempts to really start understanding the new fangled machine I own. This resulted in learning how to make a .pdf with my laptop and figuring out how to upload it to a blog post for my readers to download. It was ugly but it functioned.
In a month with several birthdays and a baptism, my biggest disappointment was that I still haven't been able to design my own business cards. Somehow despite always making everyone elses', I continue to scratch out my website/name and phone number on napkins and junkmail.
The problem that keeps resurfacing is that there simply isn't enough time for everything I want to do. Sometimes I think about quitting the blog which would free at least 30% of my creative time. (Probably even more if you consider all my photography and photo editing). Yet this blog gives me such a sense of accomplishment.
Last summer during a Reiki treatment, the woman I had never met before gave me a very clear message regarding "Kunst and Kommunication" (Art and Communication). She said that whatever it is I am doing, even if it doesn't make sense it is the right thing. She said I needed to keep going. Then she had me draw a card out of a stack and roughly translated, it talked about art, creativity, reaching out, networking, documenting, producing, not giving up. It was such a strong and clear message that despite the huge time and organizational commitment, I'm just going to keep plugging along.
June daily actions are back to art cards. It feels good to get back into the swing of things...